Another Fight

Once again this morning there was a fight between Hubs and myself.  This is a fairly common occurrence brought on by his lack of pain tolerance and my lack of patience with his lack of pain tolerance.  I feel that he needs to begin to accept that he may have chronic pain for the rest of his life and not have to express it and moan out loud and be miserable every morning.  He thinks he's handling it well and needs to complain about it on a daily basis.  The end result is he is grumpy and I get annoyed he's grumpy and then we snap at each other.  Today it was because he felt I should have done more to straighten the house up before the window guys came.  However he also was home last night and just sat on the couch watching the Raptors so this can't be all my fault.  I also think the people coming are not going to care if things are not perfectly cleaned up.  They are there to measure windows, not pass judgement on the house. 

I'm very over the sleep mask for the CPAP machine.  I can't get a restful night with that thing on my face.  If I lay on my back the whole time, my back hurts and I'm uncomfortable.  I also wake up with a stiff neck.  If I try to lay on my side the mask moves and it leaks air out.  So that is bad.  I can't lay on my stomach at all, and that is my preferred method of sleeping.  I think I'm getting less sleep than I was before.  I hate all of it.  I did go back to the store to see if there was another mask type that would work better for me but they said that this was going to be the best option and that some leakage is okay.  It may seem like a lot but it may be less than I think it is.

Soccer again tonight.  Both girls were out last night and we braved the rain that happened.  It did stop in time for Bug's practice but it was cool and a little windy.  There is a chance of more rain today and maybe her game will get cancelled.  I could use some time at home to relax.

Well I'd best get to work, have a good day.