A Slightly Dreary Day

It has been overcast and raining off and on for most of the day.  I think I've seen the sun once and I'm sure it was chased away by the clouds within 5 minutes.  That's one of the good things about being at home and working from my kitchen table, I get to stare out a window the whole day and see what is going on outside.  Not like at the office where I'm in my cube and there are no windows nearby.

My mood is slightly better today.  I don't feel so grumpy and so far Hubs hasn't annoyed me.  He is having a very exciting day.  He found out that he can start having skates at the rink again on Sunday.  He normally would have been playing hockey every week since April but now that they have reopened on the 6th for all activities he can get back into it.  There are still a bunch of rules they have to follow but even those are not enough to dampen his spirits.

The girls have been playing well with each other today for being stuck in the house.  They are both currently playing the same online game and chasing each other virtually.  What ever keeps it quiet in the house is good by me.

I've got an appointment with my psychologist this afternoon.  It 's the first time since March they are back to in office appointments.  They called yesterday with a list of questions and rules to follow when I get there to make sure I've not been sick.  It does seem like a waste of my time though to have to drive all the way for a five minute consult, get handed a new prescription, and then come home.  That was much more convenient to do over the phone.  Sometimes I feel like he doesn't really care about the issues and just wants to get me in and out as quickly as possible and hand me a new drug without dealing with any underlying issues.  It's a little disheartening but I'm getting used to it.  I'm just so tired of taking all the pills.  I do notice a difference if I skip them though so I know they work, it's just there are so many and I want to learn how to not be on them forever.

I guess I should get back to work for the last hour of my day.  I'm not feeling too motivated though.  Maybe I'll replace the shelf in the fridge that showed up today.  That seems like a good use of my time even if it's not work.