I've had another disappointment to add to the previous one.
The previous one was the information give that my disordered eating has pushed my surgery date back by 6-12 months. I need to get it under control before they will let me move forward. I've got my first booking with the psychologist on Tuesday so hopefully they can help me get this sorted.
The disappointment I received yesterday is that they are going to take my license away again due to the mini seizures I had on Monday night. I can't even express how down I am currently feeling and the thought of losing my license again has me absolutely gutted. I've cried most of the evening and myself to sleep yesterday as I try to accept this new setback.
Both of these things have made me question the point of being honest with anyone as it only leads to crushing disappointment and loss.
I'm very much not feeling up to anything today.
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