I've reached a point in the last few days where I am getting ready to break. I have so much stress coming at me from all angles of life that I don't know what to do. My insomnia ha returned and once I wake up in the night my brain turns on and I'm up for hours. I'm also eating my feelings so any hope of losing weight has gone out the window.
Work is getting me worked up because we are fast closing in on our deadline for a project and no one has any answers to questions. It also seems like there is not a definite plan as to how things are going to happen and that doesn't work for me. I like things in neat little rows, with defined edges and a way through from beginning to end. That is not how everyone else is rolling on this project I guess. I'm becoming very short with people and have no patience for anyone who decides to try to prove a point I know is incorrect. It might be a long two months.
Home has me upset because while Hubs has found part time work he'll still need to get something else to cover the rest of the bills that he pays each month. He's had no call backs from any of the other resumes he's sent out and is beginning to get very down about life. Add to that his continuing hip pain and he's not in the greatest of moods most of the time. I am being very supportive of all his endevours but when confronted with so much negativity it's hard to keep a chipper face on.
Thankfully tonight is another evening with nothing going on so we can maybe relax and get through some of our DVR'd shows. Maybe even better Hubs will get a call about a job and we can all get back to normal and stop worrying about things.
Here's hoping.
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