Finally today is a free evening to not have to rush about and get things done. We've had soccer for two nights and we missed Bug's practice because I forgot about it. There are so many things going on in school as it winds down that I can't remember everything. My coping skills are fading.
Bug has had a cough for four days now. It's horrible and she keeps bringing up mucus and can't sleep and eventually asks for me to lay with her. I do but then I get little sleep and now I have a cold as well and am tired. My knee is still bothering me and I haven't heard back from the doctor about the results of my ultrasound. Going down stairs is almost impossible at this point and I end up close to tears from the pain. I hope they can give me some type of a diagnosis so there is a plan forward.
Hubs has been working hard at training. There are lots of little steps that are needed for safety reasons that have to be memorized and that is the part he has been studying at home for the last few nights.
Work has been still been causing me stress. I am feeling discouraged and let down and am not in the right frame of mind to be joyful about things right now. I feel that I have too much work and cannot get myself to do what needs to happen around what is being thrown at me daily. It has been a grind since I came back to work after my surgery and it hasn't stopped.
I'm sorry for being so negative but I have little to be happy about right now.
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