Today I have started the first day of my weight loss journey for the millionth time. I'm hoping this is the time that I can make it happen though. I'm at a point where I don't even look at myself below the neck and I hate it. I forgot to weigh myself this morning but the last time I did I was 274lbs. That number is just too high. There are beginning to be to many things I can't do easily like run with the girls or climb many stairs and it's scary. The girls will also say things like "Why are you so big Mommy?" and they don't realize how much that hurts. They don't mean to make me upset but they do.
I've decided to just control what goes into my mouth as a start and then I plan to add some exercise in later. I'm using the Lose It! app to track my food and calories. I'm hoping that the pain of having to enter items will keep me from snacking and eating just because.
Wish me luck!
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